my heart says !

everyday in 24 hour in a week for a 7 days i wait yuu to call me , text me n see me .
every minutes , every hours , every second i just wait , wait n wait but yuu still not coming to see me , not calling me , not text me .
i have been wait yuu for a years and sixth month dear !
at that time my tears falling down , my heart very hurts , my mind flying away from the soul .
and one day ,  i feel something new at yourself .
i feel something different bout yuu .
sayangggs !
saia rasa awak dha beruba lha .
banyak sangat perubahan awak .
sampai an saia rasa saia ta kenal sape awak laggy .
 i know that people can change .
if it positive i can accept it , but it make me feel very dissappointed sayanggg .
wahhhh . ayat hakuuu :DD .HAHA . 
go on tieq ! continue ~
cara awak layan saia sangat sangat berbeza .
walau kita dduk SATU DAERAH , SATU NEGERI , SATU JALAN & kite SATU MALAYSIA sangat sangat susa na bejumpa dgn awak .
walau awak ade telipon pon ibarat telipon awat di bawah bntal . sunyi n sepi tanpa sengaja .
walau ruma awak dekadd pon , ibarat jarak nya macam na ke PARIS .
i know that yuu must work to earn some money for ur life but please give a space for me to be near wiff yuu . only a minute , just a minute . and a second also can .
only a second dear , but why it so hard for yuu to do that .
who am i to yuu ? what my status in your life ? alien ? or what ?
please explain to me . i beg yuu .
please stop hurting my hearts , i can no longer be strong if this situation continue happen with non-stop .
i try to talk bout this wiff yuu , but wht yuu say "if i stand in ur condition i can understand why all of this rubbish happen ".
saia nak kan penjelasan bukan alasan .

p/s : akuu pon sebena nye tatao ape akuu tuleh nyh . HAHA .